I’m sick and tired of fucking trying to please everyone! I’m literally physically sick about it. I’m not god people!
I haven’t tumbled in a really long time so I think I’ll rant a little. So far summer has been so fuuuuun! Lately I’ve just been hanging out with a few people but I really miss my other friends. I’m thinking of having a party by the end of the month so we can all reunite!!! I kinda feel like I’ve been losing friends lately which reaaaally sucks. So I’m trying my best to keep them close I just hope they’re willing to try too. I’ve been feeling like crap lately. Like I’m not worth anything and I don’t deserve anything. I just hope that changes soon. I’ve now decided not to let people walk all over me. Friends, family, boys, I’m done. If anyone is rude to me as of now, they are getting a nasty comment back. But I’ll be sure not to let my sincerity and sweetness go away. Well I think that’s pretty much it. My parents are away till Sunday so I’m pretty happy about that except my fucking annoying ass cousins are here. So right now I’m pretty much hating life. Well..yeah…that’s it.
